Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I'm lost and I can't find myself

OMG! It's almost been a MONTH since I last blogged?

Geez louise! My apologies. More to myself although I'm sure you guys are beyond devastated that I haven't checked in *winks*

Before I get caught up on this, I need to vent.

I don't know what's going on with me. This past week, since my last weigh in, I haven't had an appetite. I've felt very very down. I've had zero energy. NO i'm not pregnant, thank GOD! LOL! I have undeniable proof of that before ANYONE jumps to conclusions. Not quite sure what's up with all of that but it's making me nuts. I know i NEED to eat as I feel I'm destroying my metabolism by not eating, but DO I eat when I'm not hungry? I feel like i'm retaining water like crazy and therefore feel like a dang balloon!!! ARGH!

PLUS weigh in is tomorrow. ARGH! I can always skip a weigh in but i feel like that's cheating. An easy way (weigh) out. heh. And I don't want to do that. I'm on a 9 week losing streak so I'll be hella disappointed if I see a plus. I've been really good though, honestly. For the past week i've had like 5-8 points leftover at the end of the day. so i'm not sure if i should make myself eat even if i'm not hungry, or if i shouldn't. Oy.

Anyhoo, I'll get this caught up very soon. Definitely tomorrow. Things have been utterly, ridiculously busy which is good. But i'm having trouble keeping my head above water. That needs to change as well.

If you find me before I do, send me back to me :o)

1 comment:

Jaci said...

I think I understand how you feel. I have had issues on diets before where i get completely BORED with food. the only thing I can end up doing to work and get me out of the rut is eat crappy food for one day. One day cheats work for me. You will get through it